I just came across a blog that consist of different people posting thier most personal thoughts about sucides, love, hurt, etc... It's so hard to be in love with someone that you know doesn't deserve your kindness, that constantly hurts you even when you are no longer together. As much as I try to be strong, not one day as past by without the thought of him crossing my mind. I know people say that we are young and we get hurt and we move on but I haven't. I never met someone that could make me see the wrongs I did. He opened my eyes and made me a better person, ironically while hurting me at the same time. I use to have many bad habits, and I let them all go. Still for two years, he didn't see the real me that's why he could of walked about with no regard. He expected me to have the same innocence I did when I was eight. Faith brought us together so many times. He was the first boy that caught my eyes when I arrived in the U.S. I still love him but I love myself more.
As the days past, I'm outgrowing him.
P.S. Where do broken hearts go?
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