My birthday is approaching and I bought my dress, but still haven't found the right shoes. I really want something I can work on, put my own personal touch to.

Wishlist:

Sewing machine

Swaroski

Health

and to continue to be a better human being

Most of all I want to be happy and feel whole again. To cry for joy not for pain.

"My heart was open and willing to love, cherish and protect you, now that you shattered it, it's dead, dry and just big dark hole."